Been having a bad day for a couple of days now. Today I woke up feeling not bad but not alright. I don't like going to office anymore. It scares me. I wish it's time for me to resign already. I want to escape and get away from my mistake. I want to go somewhere where I can find something to solve my problem... and others' problem. I wanted to help but I can't 'cause its obvious that I must be helped yet.
I'm depressed. I wanted to sleep. I want to stay in solitude. Be silent and yes, eventually cry. But no. I decided against it. Instead I chose to be silent in being noisy. Huh?! I chose to give even if I almost have nothing to give. I went to visit a wake after office instead of being silent in a place.
I was talking to God the whole day. Asking Him to fix my misdeed. Give me courage to face the consequence of my misdeed.
Thanks for my prayer warriors.. they are a great help.
tomorrow I wish to wake up hopeful again...
